it's just fucked up...

 
I'm trying to wrap my head around the injustice
having to bury one of the best of us
no matter which way I look at it
I find no acceptable answers
I confess...
I am  f u r i o u s
I'm devastated
& there's no sense to the madness
that one so loved & so selfless
devoting his existence to compassionate giving
should be so cruelly taken
only visted now in a grave
an eternally cold & silent space
for such a warm & loving being
this is a reality
I simply cannot embrace




it comes in waves...today I'm angry