love songs make me think of you

Love songs make me think of you
but I'd rather keep these lines blurry
though trading tunes might be
our generations version
of a mix tape you pass to a crush
with a blush and bold smile
let's just pretend like the love songs
we send aren't for each other
cause maybe they're not
and I'm just reading too deeply
between these lines
I'm half aching to cross

I think maybe we go back too far
hold the history of a lifetime
in our souls
and it doesn't change
the lives we've chosen
and how our hearts
could never choose each other
at the same time
or how you'd disappear
everytime a new girl
slipped between your bedsheets
for any relationship longer
than a one night stand

Cause I love you too much
and I don't love you enough
and maybe I just love the idea
of who or what we could have been
in a parallel universe
where I'm not in love with someone
that isn't you

Love songs make me think of you