My Pain

Have you ever felt so much pain
that when someone is talking to you
you think of a thousand ways for them to die.

Are you ok?
No but you will not see that on my face

Nerve ending connecting
makes you know you're alive

Shit nerve ending connecting
I want to die

What the Fuuuuuck!

Medication is supposed to numb me
Damn medication not working

Shit I want to crawl out of my skin
"Oh Good morning, welcome, come in."