Hostage

bringing the filth I conjure I don't just dabble, I delve
I give no credence over magic of othes' why should I?
I don't write things down, beings copy I've learned
I am not overt with it i mean not obvious  
and if I am you should be looking for what you can't see me doing
I am two steps ahead one step behind
 
bending realities I press time
with all lives converging on this one
all the other personas become their own living breathing deities
quiet separate from me,  living breathing beings
 
I am Daddy's favorite stalker
as long as I sneak up on Him and surprise Him he loves that
but only when I don't disturb the beings in other dominions that much
I get in big trouble when I stir the heavens disturbing HIm  
while he is entertaining  
he'll get mad and he will throw me further in lock up  
 
I already have a chain and lots of overseers and attendants
to keep me out of Daddy's business
He says I am amusing but tiring at times
He hurts my feelings but in His defense He is nice,  
 
I sometimes take for granted how diabolical Daddy can be
He says it makes me a better, more well-rounded companion
He says he wants me to be more ladylike
 
He says I am a brute or brutal
I say I wasn't until he contained me in the nether region
and sicked HIs meanest on me
I have shown respect to them and have garnered their loyalty
but they are Daddy's own and they will do as ordered
even if it is to be mean
 
I tell Daddy please be my kindly Daddy and He is
He says I like surprises and I told him not His sometimes
He tells me be honest with him
and I will begin to grow again
 
the men make fun of me saying I only wear a grown human outfit
that I am masquerading only appearing adult
I am allowed to manifest how I like where I want
but he wants real growth from me emotionally
 
he utters you lack the soft touch...little one