Again

The sadness rushes over me like being caught in the undertow
As I look in the eyes of someone i barely know

My best friend, my partner, my other half, my soul is gone
I am stuck in a chamber of torture as I watch her move on

I scream internally as my heart dies a slow death
Unwilling to accept that our love has taken its last breath

All the moments I should have cherished play out in my mind
As she turns her back and leaves me behind

This coldness I feel from her is impossible to comprehend
I tore down my walls for a love that would never end

But its over now and im left destroyed and devastated
I never imagined being something that she hated

I look back and see memories of happiness and joy
But the tears surface because now all my presence does is annoy

How can I survive without her light after bathing in its wonder all these years
Being without her in the darkness is the sum of all my fears

All the times I took for granted torment me as they play on a loop
Losing her is a pain from which I know I can never recoup

There is nothing left for me inside her and I see it in her face
I feel it deep within me with every half hearted embrace

Shes long gone and Im still holding on to a memory of who she used to be
Trying to put the pieces back together, I look up and watch her flee

Im alone again