the awfulings~part two

 
my imagination picks me up taking me to other planes
where I encounter different beings
morality I notice is subjective according to what laws you ascribe to
to some of these beings, they would think you don't love them
unless you were sarcastic with them
sympathy is a wasted emotion to them
but it is catered to in the human world

they know all about us and in part are here currently
in their eyes that is coddling
mercy you can't have from them
the best they will offer you in pity
and insult you while torturing you

evolution of the fittest in progress
they really don't want us to succeed
we are considered a lower-life form
how do I know this my Father stuck me there once
so I would get a well-rounded education

My Father thinks he spoiled me
Earth is where he sent me for having a sense of entitlement
just because I am his daughter doesn't mean he won't send me to hell
it was created for the likes of me

I am currently on a temp pass-out
to see if I've learned anything
so far he says I've come a long way in certain areas and others
I'm still too immature

an oddling, born different of his light and my Mother's madness
when they split, being my Father had many concubines
and my Mother loyal slaves
she stuck me on his doorstep rather scarred one day
and he took me under his wing In the Golden Kingdom
saying girl you must walk both worlds

you will learn to conduct yourself with grace and subtlety
I'm always in trouble in court and in hell
stirring up trouble in the heavens when he is away busy

I got punished for disrupting his play
several of his wives followed me here
they had no previous knowledge of each other
I got thrown in the asylum for conjuring the wind
and for breaking my chain and finding him
My Father thinks I am indulged, that he was too kind to me

other indulged children of the host are sent here
the awfulings are here to learn
they came one day to greet me
while in the garden they made their introduction

now they are on their way into the earth
to learn how to behave