time spent with you spent me

 
 
 
time spent with you
was a Rorschach test
of never being sure
of what I was seeing
 
time spent with you
was a game of chicken  
and seeing which one
would blink first and
swerve out of harms
way
 
time spent with you
was playing Russian  
Roulette on a doomed,
drunken night where
the bullet was the only  
winner  
 
time spent with you was  
a monkeys paw where  
dreams and wishes came  
out twisted, bloodied,
backwards and  
useless
 
time spent with you
spent me like a whore
at a Roman bacchanalia
 
used up
 
and screwed beyond
belief