the heart's Ego

cultivating the madness I sink into the dark
where I am visible but vicious and it doesn't show
controlling my feme and my sex
don't provoke my jealousy
Your wrath burns and your bitter stings
my heart yearns for mortal things

my beauty can't be seen with human eyes
so close your eyes and reach for my love
it is a challenge to be understood

weeping in the need
lusting your affections I will not accept your pity
give me your whole heart, the best you are able

accepting of your offerings I know you are doing better, to show me
it is an effort to reinvent oneself but I find you worthy
my loyalty and faithfulness
getting even only hurts me

take my love and understanding too
there is no other heart I care about

my intellect is steamy, my creamy essence is for you to discover
in the notorious grief place me on your heart's altar
I'll make believe your ego doesn't desire others