Learning Knots

Some restrict
Others decorative  
I find my neck inside
Beautiful constraint
 
An entrancing exit allured  
Help yourself to the drink of air
Gasp and thirst  
For nothings eternity
 
I learn this feeling
Goes with tightening time
The relic of deaths swing
 
Swaying in rhythm
With the dead trees fall
With the chains whispering creaks  
With my pointless struggle to escape  
 
Now still in heaviness  
The swing hangs on
Drained of energy
Useless as it is now  
I am happy in its unfounded embrace  
 
Entangled with each rope of hair  
Tiredness grows
The string longening
Weight deepening