Seeking Eternity

Trivial times my death was teased  
Satisfy me, my anger displeased  
Gentle wind with the slightest touch  
Massaging my ego not so much  
As I look inside my eyes do weep  
Into my soul shades of black seep  
Inside my hearts vast unknown  
Slowly approaching my new home  
And as I leave just know I left  
Waiting for what happens next  
As I am you now know me  
I was so blinded I couldn't see  
When you searched what you found  
I disappeared here without a sound  
Forever then is close to soon  
The sun is life death is the moon  
Smiling at my own reflection  
My darkness was for my own protection  
The choice I made goes unknown  
I unveil to you what I've never shown  
These scattered thoughts I come undone  
What once were we are now none  
This insane asylum I'm living in  
Am I crazy or am I forgiven  
Crisp and wet are my teary eyes  
Screams drift away silently I die  
Leaving this world for a new mystery  
Getting lost while seeking eternity