Seeking Eternity

Trivial times my death was teased
Satisfy me, my anger displeased
Gentle wind with the slightest touch
Massaging my ego not so much
As I look inside my eyes do weep
Into my soul shades of black seep
Inside my hearts vast unknown
Slowly approaching my new home
And as I leave just know I left
Waiting for what happens next
As I am you now know me
I was so blinded I couldn't see
When you searched what you found
I disappeared here without a sound  
Forever then is close to soon
The sun is life death is the moon
Smiling at my own reflection
My darkness was for my own protection
The choice I made goes unknown
I unveil to you what I've never shown
These scattered thoughts I come undone
What once were we are now none
This insane asylum I'm living in
Am I crazy or am I forgiven
Crisp and wet are my teary eyes
Screams drift away silently I die
Leaving this world for a new mystery
Getting lost while seeking eternity