What the heart wants

This feeling I get in my chest… I know this isn’t happening right now right?
How is this even a possibility. As if a blind guy starts yelling “but I have my sight!”
It’s yelling out but not screaming
It’s hurting while it’s healing

I try my hardest to breathe but the air escapes me
Grasping for this thing called love but my arms are out reach
Atleast that’s what I want to tell myself
When I know I got a bottle of love with my name on it on the shelf

Half of me wants to knock it all down and be remade a new
The other half knows all my life I’ve been praying for someone like you
So why does my heart feel like this day after day
Half of me is scared and tries to leave before it gets good, the other, wants to stay

What’s the price of tears when I know it’s filled with fear
What’s the price of love when all I want is you near
The mind tries to intervene what the heart wants every single time
But could you imagine if both were in tandem, oh how you could see our marriage shine

But through thick and thin no matter what I’m going to be here
I’m never going to stop loving you, it doesn’t matter the season or time of year
So put your trust and faith in me is all I ask
Loving you till the end of time is my number one task