Deep Inside

My friends all say they care,
And that they understand.
But when I'm going through the valleys
I walk alone through this land.
The days are darker than death,
And take their sweet time,
And spend it all crushing me.
My pain is deep-
So deep down inside,
That there is not a single soul..
Even my eyes are so cold and evil,
It's hard to draw a breath.
But I'll remain unknown,
Even when I'm gone.
My days are numbered
Just like the words of a song.
But until that day arrives,
My eyes look so cold, hollow,
And black as the darkest night.
So when we meet one day,
Don't sympathize over me, love,
Inside I've already died.