Wanderings

 
touching the aether I dare disturb
restless souls clamor for my attention
I push past them
 
entering the Onyx kingdom
I come into the scarlet corridor  
beseeching his presence
 
beholden a vision
quieted in my mind  
lest I hear the infernal noise
shrieking in the background
are the lowly afflicting damage
 
I rise in the pitch and speak
surrounded on the left and the right
I approach the throne
I am his own daughter
 
entertaining darkness I chant
as it is above, so it is below
may I approach
 
seeking approval I leave a sacrifice on the altar
rising as sweet incense
it is accepted
 
the shadows loom and grow large
a great darkness presses in on me
I feel him now
he is inside of me
 
too long in the mortal world
I become afraid
proper respect should be shown
I underdress and lay myself prone
 
taking his time with me he utters
hush now woman
still your soul
he takes account of my wanderings
teaching me in the wild about all things
 
in his domain I am always
gather knowledge, proving my royalty
I come to court begrudgingly
I love nature
he is my chaos
and I adore him
 
someday I will be adorned with a  crown
anointed and set apart I will ascend
to be coveted by him
 
until my soul's life ends