Deep

Deep down in my mind, in its darkest corner, there's an abandoned graveyard,
filled with lost desires, a dark land, raped, scarred. A thick fog of fear surrounds me, I'm looking at my tombstone, I'm drowning in misery, I need a lifeguard. I hear something creeping up like a crescendo, as I turn around the grim reaper staring in my eyes. Here we are once again he says and asks "Are you ready to go?" Deep within light is shining then I realize. My faith is trying to dig its way through the pain and abuse like a miner trying to find the light. God spoke to my heart and told me to not worry and to stop stressing everything is going to be alright. It's hard to get out, it's a hole in my heart deep enough that can fit 2 whole universes. For years I have been struggling with my past like I'm battling with myself in Versus. I can see the fog start to clear up, I can see the sunshine up ahead. I sat and I wrapped up my wound from where I bled. Is it a mirage because my soul thirsts for better days? Why is my life moving fast but I'm stuck in a daze? There's no storm that God won't carry me through. He's my shelter nothing could not break into. There's no bridge that God won't help me cross. I have nothing to lose, but I can't take any loss. I'm sitting back going to put everything in God's hands. And let him drive, it's all a part of God's divine plans.
©2021 Corey “VERACEOUZ” Houser