Used To Be

Everyday I wish I could be the girl I once was
I used to be loud
I used to want to be the center of attention
I used to love hugs
Then everything came crumbling down
I'll never be who I used to be
I'll never get used to who I was forced to be
I used to be fun
I used to be adventurous
I used to be outgoing
Then the Aniexty came rolling in like a middle of summer thunderstorm
Emotions like eighty mile per hour winds ripping my soul apart
Phantom Voices as loud as Thunder grenade through my brain
I used to be confident
I used to be independent
I used to be free
Chackled and Chained in a cold dungeon by my own thoughts and fears
Shivers running up my spine as my body begins to shake out of my control
My voice breaks as I begin stuttering over the simplest words
I used to be normal
I used to be okay
I used to be...free
I'll never return to the girl I used to be