If I write

If I write
it will be all right
(or at least better).
I won't be up all night.
There will be nothing left.

If I write,
I'll gain clearer sight.
Backward and forward in time
gives me the might
to live in the now.

If I write,
I'll know what I think.
I'll dare to dream
in a conscious stream
as rapids rage
and the sun shines bright.

If I write,
quantum physics abound
transport without a sound
in a crowded room
there's no one else around.

There is no if.

I write.