reinforcements of reality

       
       
       
       
       
        when it's all said and done, I want to leave this existence in peace; tomorrow is at the least another rinse and repeat;      
       
         I often think to myself-what is the point to all of this, really? and I'd rather be deceased than to be "more trouble than I'm worth...."  
   
life is strange, fascinating, and crazy all at the same time....more power to you, if you're fairly managing a "sane" mind. smh....