I'm Sorry

I'm sorry Brandi,

How I wish I could go back to change the wrong things I put you through, and to make time rearrange.
I'm sorry for what my life, fears and screw-ups, have done to you, I simply rolled with what those fears handed me.
Yes I should have done more and not just let it be. I was so scared and didn't really know what to do.

I'm sorry I wasn't there for you like I should have been -there's no excuse for it.
Those wounds you bear may never mend and I live with that every day.
But that doesn't mean that I the love I feel for you isn't real. It most certainly is.
I'm not asking you to forgive me or accept my apology, but know that this all comes from my heart.

Pain and rage will tear one's soul apart and none of these will make the past different, go away or any better.
We do still have a chance.
We have a chance to overcome it, and to get through the stormy weather together.

I love you,
Madre