if only

I don't want to lie to you
But i lie to you the most
This is what I've turned into
My better halfs ghost

I am with you
But you are far away
I don't know what else to do
Please will you stay

And when blood begins betrayal
The scars compell the shame
Ill keep you far from peril
As my life circles the drain

I don't want to lie to you
But i lie to you the most
This is what I've turned into
My better halfs ghost

I was dead
But still dreaming
Now Alive
But not feeling