"Secretedly..."

I have my own definition
For this word, Secretedly
That makes perfect sense to me...
It's when someone has skeletons
In their secret private closet
Has kept them for a long while hiding them
Still to this very day, doing it
Secretedly, unashamedly so...
Carelessly thinking no one could know...

Some secrets aren't meant
For any or everyone
Because if known, I'm sure a hundred percent
It'd shock and disgust
All individuals mental
Have them deciding this person
Has definitely some screws loose, to be
Harboring such evil and it must be heavy
Like a ball and chain dragging it nonchalantly
A load
That even
They Know
No one wants to hold...
Carrying it
Toting it
Like none
Can ever be the wiser...

So when the truth is revealed, surprisingly...
What can they possibly do?
For what's done
In the dark comes to light
Eventually, inevitably, it's true...
That someone's
Deepest darkest indiscretions
Will lead to their ultimate self destruction...

And when they don't even know that someone
Has become aware
Of what they've done
That's a worst nightmare,
Especially if the one
Who Knows
Is skilled at confrontation
Unafraid of tackling
Such a feat
Facing a predator...
I can't help to wonder
How one's suppose
To be and to act around them anymore?
How can one even stand to be
In the same room without looking
Disgusted and outraged
Because of its pure
Insanity, what they've been Secretedly secreting...

Should the one who's aware of it
Run in the other direction
Just choosing to avoid it?
Let go and let God...or face it
Head on, let them know, the Know?
About their horrible despicable and deceitful
Actions they're commiting?
Let them know it's not at all right
Shoving their darkness in the light...

How to even begin
Such a conversation?
I don't know if I could be so bold
I see myself turning the other way, though
Praying, letting go
Letting Our Lord Savior
Handle the situation...
While I just keep their secreting, secretedly...