At a Loss for Words

No one has ever accused me of being speechless
Yet no one knows my speeches are inspirations from my heart
So it's no surprise to me I have nothing much to say
When my heart is empty and my mind has gone astray
I'm too old to care how my dreams have all died
And that my lonely existence isn't far behind
Not because the loneliness is coming to an end
But existing in this universe has always been pretend
I was never more than your imaginings
To ease your own lonely days and empty nights
But now you're on your own, I can't relieve your pain
I'm no more your whipping boy, just a shadow evaporating
Just forget my face and kiss my ass goodbye
Don't bother to remember fore there's nothing left of me