Deviant

I often think about taking you to the brink        
And over        
I don’t like the thought that you know me so well        
That your touch can send me into a tailspin        
That your absence can leave me wanting        
My pacing creating a crater        
I despise waiting for you        
Don’t play games with me        
       
Devouring your soul is my greatest pleasure        
To watch you twitch        
Hear you plead        
Feel and taste your sweat        
Fuels my desire for you        
I long to taste your fear        
       
To have you at my mercy        
Is pure delight        
You often ask me why I smile so much when I have you like this        
Sometimes I wonder what it might feel like to take this further        
To the point of no return        
But then what?        
You’re my favorite playmate  
And with you unable to perform        
To fulfill my fantasies        
I’ll be worse off then I am now        
       
Or will I?