Fragile life

Fragile life  
Guiding light  
For the blind  
 
Trust noone  
Especially yourself  
When broken thoughts are your life  
 
Run from one sinking ship to another  
Titanic, Britannic  
It's all so manic  
 
Colors fade and go away  
When you're having an episode  
"Welcome to the show!  
We've got something for all the girls and boys!"  
 
Lying in bed  
Smothered in covers  
The circus still rages in my head  
 
It's a toxic combination  
Tears fall  
Sometime for no reason at all  
 
How long can this go on  
I see an end but not the one I thought  
 
Knotted noose  
Rusting razors  
Panic pills  
Loaded Luger  
 
Sickened by my selfish self  
 
By now you're thinking  
"He needs help!"  
 
Help surrounds me  
On my island I reach out for outstretched arms  
Just beyond my grasp
 
Weary of trying  
I watch as each arm slowly retreats  
Replaced with demonic paws  
Filled with destructive devices  
 
Maybe it's for the best after all