Options

Few words come to mind as I try to explain.
This unfortunate situation that I'm currently in.
Sort of feels like my life is at a stand still.
In spite of all the efforts, everything remain still.

The only change I know, is from bad to worse.
Though I know I'm blessed, it really feels like I'm cursed.
Frustrations of a young black man trying to make it.
The last bit of hope I have life wants to take it.

Now I'm forced to compromise my goals and dreams.
In search of options, I'm forced to scheme.
Can't bear the thought of striving jusf to end up a failure.
Hypocrites in my face saying "find a way".

Believe me, I'm really trying; nothing is working out.
I have enough on my shoulders, besides growing up.
Sitting back and doing nothing, was never my intention.
But you seem to know it all, how about you give me some options.