it whispers
and its making me frown again
What if...
if I'm my own reason for misery?
What if
Self-egoism, -centered is true for myself?
I am dry
I write instead of being out there with my friends.
I'm scared of sounds
The thing is, I am over
The Lost Seeker, thinking
about every step on its way it has taken
everything it needs to fulfill,
fulfill it,
Fulfill what exactly?
Written by rainwriter
Author's Note
I was at a party yesterday, just a really normal party between friends, we were about 6 people. And I felt like I couldn't bear it. I felt like conversation sat to heavy on my chest to breath properly, I didn't really engage, I was just present. When I went to a quiet place and wrote some poetry to free my mind, I wondered wether this was normal - for me, it has never been. Sometimes it just seems so incredibly hard to maintain all these hard-work friendships and everything, sometimes I wish I could simply escape to an island and never talk to anybody again. Why is life like that? Will it ever change?
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