I'm breath robbed now

I’m breath robbed now
at just how you,

this you who left me lost,

yet once again
emerged within my dreams

and how unruly, haunted,  all
my wanted rest became

and still becomes,

with images and memories
of couplings that we shared
within my shadowed room

the hunger for your body
and your soul
that you evoked in me
with touch,
with words of adoration and of love

to know yet once again
abandonment.