Triviality

Dark blue spreads across the sky
For the dispersion of light,
I simply await.
I'm truly mystified
Always looking for directions to run
but those exit signs never come

The light seems uneasy now
Have I wished for something
whose beauty now becomes a burden?
Knowing you,is all I ever wanted.
YOU!fascinate me
Inspire me
Absurd yet
You will never know me
Ironical yet.
You will never notice....
This,the shallow waters dissapoint me
Even trying seems insignificant .

Don't come too close for it makes me vulnerable
Don't even try,for I may self destruct.

Now,the time has passed by
the pain slowly fades away
tears dry up

As the circumstances change..
I unfurl
I've discovered things about myself
And as I say this,I still have an unrelenting desire
to see you feel the void.
Because even though you have changed me
For the better or the worse becomes nothing but trivial.