I Am Longing for Another

I am longing for another
To have, to touch, to feel
To have someone who is meaningful
Not a fantasy unreal

I know I can't replace my love
Who was taken way to soon
The one who gave me everything
The Sun, the stars, the moon

The one who never would deny me
Of the pleasures she could give
When God took her to be with him
I thought I could no longer live

I felt guilty of my wants and needs
When I awoke and was erect
 I'd masturbate, ejaculate
It was not the same effect

When we made love for the first time
She turned me on beyond belief
It was only just a minute
Before my blue balls felt relief

That was still thirty seconds
After she had sprayed my testes wet
I knew she was my soul mate
We went a second time, you bet!

She had my hardness in her
Her hot abyss around my prick
She came to her orgasm
Hard to believe, I was her pick

I only took a few more strokes
Before, again, I felt her flow
My cock is only average length
But the girth's the same and so

I could not reach her terminus
But I was tight within her twat
She told me I was perfect
And that she loved me in her slot

She was as no other ever
She became my second spouse
We became a family
We made a home of every house

The sex was always wonderful
All positions, every way
She never did refuse me
Or I her, we came to play

To be beside her, hold her hand
Feel the softness of her breast
To have her do me orally
As I dined upon her nest

Fifty years and more together
Sex was not the only thing
Her intelligence phenomenol
I was so glad she wore my ring

Now she's gone for eighteen months
I long to see her loving face
I still have my wants and needs
There is no one to take her place

I know that can never happen
For sure it isn't my belief
I would love to have another
Who offers sexual relief

One who is compatible
Who would stay with me awhile
Who would give herself to only me
We could make each other smile