In a Dark Place

I am god here
I get goddesses just for fun
I get the arty despondent girls for fun
I get depression as a dance class
I get anxiety as a gameshow
I get autism in the evenings
Psychosis afternoon tea
I get oppositional just for pleasure
I get defiant as a vibe
I’m the trauma you always dreamed of
Sudden is my heartbeat, the foetal furl
Complex? Nah, I’m catatonic
A flashback series three
I’m snakes of the harm
Self to the rim
I’m ready to over
Dose
Myself
With a bit better life
So I’m choices
Those I should
And those I will.