This pain

I hurt myself with thoughts
I resort back to drugs
The depression draws me in
Then my head is gone
I wouldn't wish this pain on anyone

I crave for attention
I need to be alone
I don't want to meet new people
Not when my head is gone
I wouldn't wish this pain on anyone

Drink doesn't help
I put myself to bed
I can't face the world today
Now my head is gone
I wouldn't wish this pain on anyone