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Sanity
WhO tHe FuCk Do YoU ThInK yOu ArE?!?!
I given up so many times before you
now I’ve grown hollow and cold
I just don’t believe anyone cares
so I don’t give a fuck as well
you need a friend
but my body’s filled with resentment
this building hatred
no matter how much I ignore that
I become more heartless with each day
so before I go
I just want you to know
that I hate a lot of things
everything pisses me off
and you just so happen to be someone
that gets on my nerves
so I ask you to keep your distance
It’s the only way we can keep our sanity
It’s nothing personal, hunnie
so don’t feel special
ThE FuCk yOu LoOkInG aT?!?!
I don’t have any friends, So LeAve!
it’s all in my head
a mental disease
not like it really matters
there’s no place for someone like you/me
I rather be left alone
tried so many times to be the savior
to the point that I’m just so...
fucking OvEr ThIs!
so before I go
I just want you to know
that I hate a lot of things
everything pisses me off
and you just so happen to be someone
that gets on my nerves
so I ask you to keep your distance
It’s the only way we can keep our sanity
It’s nothing personal, hunnie
so don’t feel special
you expect me to take care of you
sorry, I’m nobody’s babysitter
just a loner, that’s how it’s always been
I’m grateful for your loving heart
if I was you, I wouldn’t let someone like me
RiP iT aPArT!
so many nights looking out the window
feeling so far down
just like you do now
I been there time and time again
knowing that if someone could just try
pulling me out of that rabbit hole
but rest assure, I’m not fit to save anyone
sorry if that makes me so shitty
I just can’t stand looking inside your eyes
it’s like looking into a mirror
everything about you makes me wanna die
I given up so many times before you
now I’ve grown hollow and cold
I just don’t believe anyone cares
so I don’t give a fuck as well
you need a friend
but my body’s filled with resentment
this building hatred
no matter how much I ignore that
I become more heartless with each day
so before I go
I just want you to know
that I hate a lot of things
everything pisses me off
and you just so happen to be someone
that gets on my nerves
so I ask you to keep your distance
It’s the only way we can keep our sanity
It’s nothing personal, hunnie
so don’t feel special
ThE FuCk yOu LoOkInG aT?!?!
I don’t have any friends, So LeAve!
it’s all in my head
a mental disease
not like it really matters
there’s no place for someone like you/me
I rather be left alone
tried so many times to be the savior
to the point that I’m just so...
fucking OvEr ThIs!
so before I go
I just want you to know
that I hate a lot of things
everything pisses me off
and you just so happen to be someone
that gets on my nerves
so I ask you to keep your distance
It’s the only way we can keep our sanity
It’s nothing personal, hunnie
so don’t feel special
you expect me to take care of you
sorry, I’m nobody’s babysitter
just a loner, that’s how it’s always been
I’m grateful for your loving heart
if I was you, I wouldn’t let someone like me
RiP iT aPArT!
so many nights looking out the window
feeling so far down
just like you do now
I been there time and time again
knowing that if someone could just try
pulling me out of that rabbit hole
but rest assure, I’m not fit to save anyone
sorry if that makes me so shitty
I just can’t stand looking inside your eyes
it’s like looking into a mirror
everything about you makes me wanna die
Published 5th Jul 2023
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Anonymous
5th Jul 2023 7:12pm
DC, those last two lines really bring it home. Nicely done.
6th Jul 2023 1:24pm
I feel this. Anger can make me want to crawl out of my own skin. Personally, I can't keep sanity without a physical outlet. I hope writing it helps you crawl out of that hole. Hang in there.
Great write, and great song choice too!
❤️k
Great write, and great song choice too!
❤️k
6th Jul 2023 4:49pm
I need you in my back pocket, friend.
This is amazing truthfulness.
Excellent write.
This is amazing truthfulness.
Excellent write.
