How Embarassing

I use dear, this can be personal as well as applied to others. The fiend can be oneself, unaware of ones ignorance in core logics that should be explored. There was once a time you were not as currently wise. I feel one can empathize with such ignorance and feel a bit of shame upon assessment of old memories. Most know the feeling of embarrassment that comes when revisiting something you once debated passionately or lived by with compounded fervor, only to realize later there was a whole world, mess of worlds, not listened to. Searched for. I'm sure there's more to come as time tics by. I also think on the confidence of righteous, self incrimination. The incantations of mystical, absolute truths that induce one to cause pain, kill, rape. I'd be amused if it weren't so prominent.