Mommy

I’m sorry.
I wish I could be better.
I would be a daughter instead of a son,
If only I could do that for you.

You did much for me,
And how do I repay you?
A horrible temper and constant revolt.
I’m a selfish child.

I did not deserve such kindness.
Now I do not give such kindness to many.
Only few.
Very, very few.

I wish I could call you my family.
My best friend who I can do anything for,
But I no longer can.
At least, not anymore