How Could You

You,
You horrible, wretched man.
How could I have been so blind as to trust you.
I entrusted my childhood to you and this is how I was treated?

I was simply a toy to you.
A ragdoll to toss around and kick as you please.
I couldn’t think, nor could I feel.
I was numb, and that has not changed.

I feel nothing.
You have ruined me,
And I would love nothing more than to ruin you.
You would like to see me try wouldn’t you?

You would love to see the burning tears within my eyes,
The pain contorted within the features of my face.
Well,
You won’t get it.

I won’t cry for a no good man.
If I were to end you,
It would be slow and painful.
The same way you ended me, daddy