Listening

I can hear the crickets outside.
It's so quiet and peaceful inside.
It's so much that's on my mind.
My consciousness became blind.
I can hear neurons within my brain.
And blood runnin through my veins.
It feels like my ears are amplified.
And my other senses are intensified.
I'm so deeply absorbed in thinking.
Every noise I hear is like its singing.
Sometimes I wish that I was deaf.
See, life can be foul without a ref.
I'm trying hard to hear God speak.
Because my faith is weary and weak.
Joy is misplaced, I lost my happiness.  
My eyes are open, I'm truly blessed.