PERP

P
Perpetual agonizing disturbing thoughts tatted through my brain. Insanity consumes me with constant repetition.
E
Elaborate replays of unthinkable acts that I endured. Plaguing my slumber. Interrupting my awareness to be present and euphoric.
R
Repetitiously reminded of the scares that are so ingrained in my tortured soul. Stains that can never be removed just diminished.
P
Pain throughout my debilitated body, my spirit. I can still feel the immense agony spiraling deep in my bones as if it is still occurring at this very moment.
Did you ever skip a beat or are you so heinously wicked that your soul only bleeds black?
Vindication I yearn for but will probably never receive. You have disguised your criminality so well that it will forever overshadow my innocence.
Fuck you PERP! I’m in control now!My body is my own and I’m writing the narrative. Silencing the horrific memories one by one, I will remove any breath of evil that lingers in the carcass you once ruled. I’m extinguishing any residue of you that still resides in me. May you forever be haunted by your insurmountable sins. Death is not enough, but may you experience the most excruciating, prolonged, painful death possible and forever rot in hell.
Signed- your greatest adversary.