coast to coast

         
         
         
    I'm the epitome most days of walking in shock-light to mild on the trauma-never stepped on "legitimate active battle field"-never beheld direct second nor first Heavy handed effect from what caused          
         
    though I'm heavy on the pause; the beast we daily feed threatens more than claws; the see-saw  up and down till no end 50  or is it more-decorated celebrated cloths        
         
     just some of "me" resides "enough" head space in the recesses of top floor- definitely not all ....        
         
uncertainty-walking through the fog        
       
baby -just wish i could just sleep it all off        
            
balance testing- just treading on the ledge      
     
 shared indifference-you aren't in my head;       
     
I'm just here enough to semi coherently "exist"