Just Once

Just once...
I want to
close my eyes
open my heart
and part my lips
to kiss...the soul
Of the One who I  
am meant to Love.
Just Once...
I want to surrender
My Love to My Knight
In Shining Armour...
Instead of Sqaundering
My Passion with Theives
Who only seek to  devour
The most delicate parts
Of me.
 
Just Once...I want to be  
Adored ...revelled in
and watched over while I am  
sleeping...
 
Just Once I want him
to smile as he wonders
what I am dreaming
as he draws me near him
more closely ....so he can
feel my body heat.
 
Just Once... I'd like to know
That my thoughts were safe
in someone else's heart
that My Ideas would be sacred
and stimulated into a new
reality by the Light of the one
Who was with me...
 
Just Once... I'd Like to share
my poetry...with a soul
that didnt mind listening
but really got Into me...
Esoterically ...Not just intimately
 
Just Once...
I want to be truely desired
For My mental fires that  
stay burning...Of the soul of me
That stays yearning for real
Communication...
Just Once...I want to be
A good mans Obsession
Not just his recreation
 
Just once...I dont wanna
be a mans discretion..
Nor be a regret in any  
Transgression that he has..
 
Just Once I want to be
The chosen One... for  
The right mans path
If it is possible..
Or plausible...
I want to have it all
Just ... this.. Once