Derealization

   
I'm Conscious when my eyes, are not anymore my eyes.  
When I notice that world is all a meticulous,  
Articulate,    
Real,  
Building  
Of my mind.  
   
I'm Conscious when i feel my body  
Helpless,  
And my brain  
Submitted,  
And unable.  
   
I’m Conscious,  
When it's all too absurd for exist.  
When I feel totally alienated.  
   
When I hear that rumble, into my mind:  
I’m dying.