The Death Of Me

      My lights went blank the day you walked away
      I could feel the change slowly creeping and take its hold
       My world came crashing down all around me that day
      I felt all the sweet caring parts and all the warmth turn to cold

      For now I dance and sing with my demon my new best friend
      This place seems familiar but but at the same time oh so new
      You once told me you loved my beautiful aura that I send
       All those things you said you loved about me gone along with a sparkle in my eyes that day too

       For the next time you see me my person will be all the new
       My new best friend has taken me in as he drains the life for me
       All I can do is stand there and watch the life run out of me what else can I do
      So if we shall ever meet again don't come too close for all that is left is a shell of me to see

     I have to thank you for you killing the beautiful parts of me
     As you continue to pretend I don't exist More and more of me slips away
      As I stand here looking in the mirror I think damn who can this person looking back at me be
      So just remember you only have yourself to blame for the hollow shell that will stand before you that day

      You told me years ago that you would always care about me and wouldn't date me cuz I was the last person you would ever want to hurt
      So I kept my love for you locked up hoping that there would come a time (I'm the one you have always wanted and needed) You would say
       You got me to cave and agreed to give us a chance just for you to drag my heart through the dirt
      Well my only true love you really fucked me up when you ripped my heart out and killed me that day