too many clouds to justify calling it sunny

It's painful
Watching everyone find places
Endless filled spaces
In and under the seats
All to watch the big screen flash.
A montage of thoughtless faces
Hugs kisses all the same handshake
to make the ordinary feel spectacular.
Lackluster particle cluster, I sway on unsure
Feet.

Open weeping wound, flesh and blood  game,
Lame heart restart the way we looked at each other. So ruined. Dripping the lip of the ledge looking mighty big, this will never be okay again.

Get away, stay someplace far far alone, aloof. A slip, a fall then poof, the magic is gone and so are you. Apart, clay start, the beginning of life in your big hand, you crush me anyway.. unaware of power so deliciously out of my reach.