"Loosing and Gaining

An eerie feeling unexpectedly hits
Topples you like a ton of bricks
One minute your fine in this human flesh
Then a second has passed, who am I, would be a guess
You look down upon your hands, seeming stranger than ever
These hands are not mine, it'd be alright if they got severed
This house, this car, this place is unreal
I cry in silence, my legs begin to kneel
I'm unaware of this feeling, loss of ego so to say
Unsure what to do, I think "do I pray?"
But thoughts would not process as cross chatter took the reigns
All my mouth could speak was "please let me feel sane"
I looked up in the dark night and thought "what is this place?"
After all we are a rock, spinning in space
Space, time, does anyone know?
Are we puppets all being a part of a show?
Are we energy experiencing a dream together?
This journey is strange, did I choose to endeavor?
Are we all one, connected, divine and whole?
This internal feeling, is this what they call my soul?
The feelings continued, unsure if I could handle society
The one thing that got me through was that soul inside of me
I have learned that nothing matters, not these clothes, not my name
Why is everyone fighting? For money? For fame?
These people unaware of what is really going on...
Stop and see the beauty all over, and your egos..let them be gone.