Me

I don't know the men trying to kill me.
I don't know these men I kill.
No I'm sitting in the moonlight.
Not even sure how I feel.
Is God ashamed.
Is my faith even real.
 
The devils not to blame here.
Man has created more evil than he.
So long in hell.
Not sure anyone can save me.
Beautiful family I don't deserve.
Sins I pray yall never see.
 
I'm a lost cause. Dancing in the shadows of what should be. Can someone please say what the fuck is wrong with me.