Just sad

This pill now;
This pill next;
Two pills as breakfast. 

This one with food;
This one without;
This one calms you down;
This one so you don't shout. 

Numb this feeling of despair;
This one is for anger;
This one is for when you care. 

This has a side effect; do take this one too!
If you sleep to much...it's not for you. 
It might make you twitch and even shake;
Don't worry about being half baked. 

These are up, those are down;
 this one you'll fly, the other your on the ground. 

I came to you because I felt so sad;
Not only I am; now you made me mad. 
I only felt one thing when we first met;
Now a hundred things I bet. 

Push your pills onto me;
Let me back into society.
I can kill and slaughter in vein;
You now have declared me insane. 

I never felt this bad;
I cam to you because I was sad.
That's all: nothing too complex;
You said the benefits out way the side effects. 

So when I decide to act on this hell;
I'll only blame you; you can go to jail. 
So don't push you ways onto me;
I am only just sad; how can this be. 

I'm all messed up because of your drugs;
It has made slower than a dozen slugs.
I can see eleven fingers in my face;
But damn I can see Jimi Hendrix's place. 

So I come to you once again as a lad;
Only one problem...I'm only sad.