Love Letter 41

I dated a guy who I made love letters to every week. I took all the love letters I had ever made and collaborated to create this last love letter to him from a dying heart #41.


I know we don’t often see eye to eye and I am not the woman you dream of but I know you do dream of me…often.
I adore you so much at times it hurts.
You are my best friend, my hero, my protector….you should protect me from harm…from hurt…from pain.
The warmth of your body is comforting to me but can you comfort my aching heart?....
The heart that flutters from your name even being mentioned.
I know you have sacrificed a lot to be with me and I love you for that.
Sometimes it becomes hard for me to express my feelings to you and at times come out as complaints.
I miss the kisses you give me in the morning when I wake. I miss being in your arms as you hold me so tight.
The positivity you would throw me makes me feel enlightened.
Mon amour et un seul et unique! I love the passion we bring when were together.
My companion…The gentleman in you is undeniable and women wish they had that.
My partner…I wish to hear your soothing whispers as you comfort my soul with song.
I need your medicine you give me when you sing to me.
I miss the essence of your spirit as you take my breath away….wish you could breath for me again.
You gave me reasons to keep going & inspire me to keep trying… I wish I could touch you where skies meet and you feel inside me so deep the oceans can't reach.
We float on clouds that meet up to heavens. You are an archangel within my mysteries, they write of our lost journeys of how we two seek one another.
Beyond you there is no other who keeps my heart with them. I know we have changes and are growing.
My inspiration…there is not one part of your body I would not want…all of you have a reason for me that I love.
Things about you I never want you to change… your playful ways, our serious convos, your strong manly walk, your picky way of dress. You’re my happy awakening and my sweet kisses.
I inhale your heart and exhale my peace within to you.  
You’re my quiet whisper, my solace, my ecstasy, the embrace of my being. You are always so strong in my mind. And I find it hard to delete you from it.  
Even though we are no longer so far away sometimes you seem so far from me & can be right next to me. Come find me once more in the place that hides both our hearts.
Our  love  should be so big our ancestors view it into the future. I would build sky scrapers for you made of the thousand hugs you gave me.
I would sail a massive hurricane for you, fighting unlivable storms from the love you offer me bringing me life to live through the storms.
Your the pace maker of my heart shocking electrical pulses into it as I keep the beat from your pace.
My love, my everlasting...you take my breath away as with your breath taking kisses. Kiss me into eternity never bringing me back to reality as I might lose the kisses given.
You are my every thought, my every blink in my eye, my every beat in my heart. I love you my everything.