Solar Flare (Stars of the Eclipse Pt. 2)

I made it through the night  
Now the sun is in my eyes  
I finally passed out by 4:00 AM  
With a few things I've realized  
When it comes to my eclipse  
Did it hit midnight, or when I went to sleep?  
When I was losing my hours  
Who was counting my sheep?  
There might be anger in my flare  
And I'm starting to talk  
I'm trying to open my wings  
But I'm stuck taking a walk  
Feeling the wind through my hair  
But wait, where did my lover go?  
He probably wanted to go chase the sun  
But why didn't he let me know?  
Maybe my night wasn't enough  
It's okay, I kind of figured  
It's like my heart was a gun  
And he didn't pull the trigger  
So, I played a dangerous game  
It was my own roulette  
It was so drawn out  
Just like the lie of his silhouette  
It's getting dark again  
Another day of not knowing my place  
I'll get my wings one day  
So I can finally have my space