Undecided

Living on the edge of time
Poking holes hoping for the light to shine  
Theres forks and knives but spoons are all you care  
People going in circles you reach out but no one is there  
  
Starstruck fell in love with one stare  
Fallen left alone she's always there  
True love blinding everything's just  
Eyes full of tears and stomach full of lust  
   
Time is messed up all hours are the same  
Relentless effort for a prize to claim  
Days months years blend in fall like rain  
Crawling through a dream denying the pain  
   
Restless cranked doped up spun in doubt  
Homeless broke fucked up strung out  
Self righteous a fucking killing machine  
Blank stare bloody hands and a sick grin  
   
Dirty clothes covering a stingy soul  
Shivering crawling can't speak just growl  
No dreams no chance no hope in sight  
A mind full of pain something's not right
 
Its vision blurred can't see just smell
Like a wolf tracking it's pray through hell
Blood dripping from the needle's wound
One lick the blood stops one drop fell
 
The pain starts to fade the vision as well
The stomach the tears just stopped
180 turn to paradise before it was hell
Day in day out the beast sleeps  
Everyday is the same kill or be killed  
I didnt choose that life I didnt knew
But who knows maybe if I had another chance tha same shit I would do
So fuck this
Fuck that
Fuck you
Fuck everyone
I am that animal  
I just been that way  
But I put the beast to sleep
Pray with me it wont awake....