Sorcery

I am intimidated by the world of nothing
While I seek to find a truth of trusting
The edge of a universe so tightly fit
Infinite space with finite places to sit

I work to keep my mind occupied
No purpose found with those who lied
I cannot think about the facts
When my own imagination attacks

Stellar curvature wraps my mind
Allowing itself to be a blind
A book of lies and facts indistinguishable
A song of tortures unimaginable

Can I feel your pain? Am I looking main?
Will I fall away? Pass upon the day
Crying for the end; Flexible, I'll bend
Memory springs anew; Fragile tear-drop dew
My mind is going blank; Will I walk the plank?
Lose my fingers blind; Sense of self, maligned
I feel I'm going numb; Forget myself, I'm dumb
I hate myself inside; Brain taken for a ride