Mysterious Heart

The heart has a great many missed destinies.
Fates that failed to grow.
Trails of darkly kept desires leading to coves in the soul of false euphoric light.
I thought it was sunlight.
Desire has a life of its own, and not all desire chooses you....

The ozone of my soul would be paralyzed without you.
As I am bathing the cells in my bloodstream only in thoughts of you.
My sun and stars are only shimmering with images of you.
Eat only you.
Saturated in sexual fantasies of you.
Shimmer through my room, you are my ruling moon.
Inoculated from the world, so only to catch the dizzy spell of you.
An onyx heart without your hearts blood pouring into my nerves.
Necessity of only you.....

But I've never had you......