Sober Addict

I like sex
To be totally honest
I ripped my clothes off
Fearless and needing it
It lowers your self-esteem
You feel kind of dirty
Because you need it constantly
You use the weapon of being flirty
But you're confident
Knowing that they want you
I start screaming with bold colors
I like making purple out of red and blue
If I don't have it
I start to scream and cry
I go crazy helplessly
I become what's never shy
Everyone addiction is different
But mine is between the sheets
Just the escape of my release
Helps me hide that I'm weak
Would rather me do drugs?
Would you rather me drink?
I rather be clawing the bed
Because I'm starting to sink
I can't' help it
It's to cover the pain
To feel the body of another
Is giving me the power I've needed to gain
Understand that it's hard
It's because I've been neglected
Maybe that's why I'd get violent
Whenever I've got rejected
I'll tell you what it gives me
It's a cause and effect
But the point of all my words is
I like sex